the worst place to be right now is inside my own head
it’s
not
very
nice
here
~
i’m not sure i ever want to be a leader
since i’m nowhere close to being a proper follower,
forgetting to stop at daily checkpoints in the face of
things that are seemingly so much more important
~
don’t try to pull me out now;
i only just managed to become comfortable with being alone
and alone is the place where i’ll stay,
home
~
the thing this crisis asks from us
is literally the hardest thing for me to give
un-bridled care, compassion,
making myself once again aware that
other
people
exist.
nor of the west 